https://whatsapp.com/channel/0029Va8aAYUBfxo9ShfURc0p Double Bind Written By Rue M 0788357900 Chapter 13 Zara Nyaya yekutsvagirwa boyfriend yakangozosiiwa iri hanging phone yaLincoln ave kudariva phone. I took that opportunity to sneak out of his car. Ndakabva ndaenda kuwashroom straight and washed my face. My cheeks were burning from blushing like a fool. "Can't you control your feelings Zara?" I reprimanded myself imwe pfungwa ikati, "control yourself for what?" I started to debate with myself on whether to avoid Lincoln or to go with the flow. Avoiding him was next to impossible as long ndichishanda naye saka dai ndaida kusiyana naye ndaifanira kutanga ndasiya basa which was impossible. Going with the flow had its own disadvantages as Lincoln was way out of my league. Sooner or later zvaizongopera and I could foresee a heartbreak asati atove mukomana wangu. Even if his was never going to cheat on me, break my heart or do anything of that sort, family yake yaigona kusandida only because of my background. Ndotoonekwa sekagold digger kari kuda kusveta Lincoln mari and there was no guarantee that Lincoln would stand by me when such a time comes. "What do I do Lord?" I had to ask Jesus after failing to make a decision. "Kamoyo kangu katete hakade zvekuzorwadzisa so I need a sign from you Lord," I offered a short prayer with my hands folded. I don't wether it was coincidental or Jesus' sign but I received a from Lincoln that time and I took it as a green sign from the Lord. "Lincoln," I answered the call akati, "where are you?" "Washroom," I said zvikanzi, "fine upfuure nekuoffice kwangu kuna dad vako." "Dad? Why is he there?" I asked akati, "madhiri estand kaa." "Oh okay," I bobbed my head ndikazvigadzirisa ndokuzoenda kuoffice. My presence was not necessarily needed there asi ndakagaramo till the deal was finalized. Throughout the short meeting I treated Lincoln with respect as I didn't want my dad to suspect anything. ..... "Unoziva pandakatanga kukuona ndaitofunga kuti wakanaka," said Lincoln dad vaenda ndikati, "watii?" "I thought you were cute," he said ndikati, "zvikazodii?" "Ndikazoona dad vako and realized that you look more like him," akadaro achiseka ndikati, "it's not funny." "Chokwadi especially those eyes ndanga ndichitotya kutaura navo ndega that's why ndakuda," he said ndikati, "kutyei manje?" "Kungotaura zvisiririzvo," akadaro ndikadzungudza musoro ndokuti, "saka wakundiona ndakashata." "Hauna kushata hako but the fact that you're gorgeous despite borrowing some features from him is concerning," he said ndikati, "what's there to be concerned about? Dad vangu vakatonaka kukudarika." Akaita seanzwa joke ndadaro akafa nekuseka achiti, "usandichairire iwe mhino yamudhara wako unomboiona zvakanaka naka here? Thank God hauna kuzoita mhino yakafanana ndeyavo otherwise taitambura." "You can't be serious Lincoln! Uri kuseka dad vangu?" I pretended to be mad akati, "ndanga ndakutonzwa kuzarirwa vari muno vachitipedzera oxygen, ndazotobvuma kuti vakadzi havana choice ndaona mudhara vako. Ndanga ndisina kumbobvira ndavaonera padhuzeka." Ndakamutema nefile ranga riri padhuze ndichiti, "haunyare." "Zara I'm your boss!" He said that, grabbed my hand and I accidentally sat on his lap. Ndakakasira kusimuka ndichida kutotiza muoffice make but he read my mind akasimukawo. Thankfully office yanga ine space saka takawana pekudzingirirana while giggling like infants. Kutema nemadocument akakosha. What we were doing was extremely nonsense but we didn't know how to stop. Pandakanzwa knock padoor, I rushed to Lincoln's private washroom. "Mr Whites!" The embarrassment in his voice easily noticeable. "Mr Rwizi? This mess?" Said Mr Whites zvikanzi naLincoln, "someone pissed me off and if you don't anything important please find your way out." Akanyepera kutsamwa Lincoln zvikanzi naMr Whites, "ndawana apartment." "Excuse me for now Mr Whites," he said ndikanzwa Mr Whites vachibuda muoffice. After making sure kuti Lincoln ave ega ndakadzokera muoffice make." "Did I piss you off?" I asked with an intimidating voice. "Didn't you?" He asked while grabbing my waist. My heart raced five times faster ndikati, "this is not right." He was obedient and let go of my waist. "Someone has to clear this mess!" Akadaro achinongedzera mapaper aive pasi ndikati, "ani iyeye?" "Who else? Ini ndiri boss," I laughed out loud paakadaro. I pretended to be obedient ,squatted, picked two documents and mischievously throw them at his face. "Idiot! I was starting to feel guilty," akadaro tikatanga kutamba kusvika taneta. Ko taibvunzwa nani taive varidzi vecompany? Takazonyara tave kurongedza zvinhu muoffice and vowed never to play such a game. Takazopedza kucleaner muoffice kwatosviba. "Ndanzwa muchitaura zveapartment naMr Whites..." I said akati, "yeah ndaona kuti ndichatora four to six months kupedza kuvaka garage and setting business here saka kuhotel hakuite kugara ndofa nemacost." "Look who's talking," I said akati, "chii?" "What a stingy millionaire? Ungaomera kugara muhotel?" I asked him akati, "call me stingy but hazvina basa. Handinaka nyoka yekuti ndongouchira yotorutsa mari. Mari inoda budget otherwise ndofa ndisina chandinacho vana vangu vakasara vachitambura." "Une vana Lincoln?" I asked akati, "wakuda mwana?" "Pindura mubvunzo Lincoln," ndakadaro ndiri serious akati, "handina mwana Zara, I'm working hard now so that iwe nevana murarame comfortable life. No one knows tomorrow saka mari haifanire kutambiswa nekuti iripo." "Ini nevana?" I asked akati, "yeah you're my future wife." I blushed like an idiot. I didn't want to dwell on that saka ndakati, "wawana how many rooms?" "I don't but it's a full house," akadaro ndikashamisika ndichiti, "so what's the difference between kuroja full house nekugara kuhotel?" "Imba ndichabhadhara $500 per month which is cheaper than a five star hotel," he said ndikati, "even though uchada chikafu namaid." "Maid wekudii? Ndogona kucleaner nekuwacha ndega chikafu haisi problem nekuti iwe uripo," he said ndikati, "unodya ini?" "Goodness, you've got a dirty mind," he said ndikati, "ahh ndiwe une dirty mind ndati kudii?" "Nevermind, Mr Whites vachatsvaga cleaner anouya weekend but you're the main reason why ndatsvaga imba," akadaro ndikati, "why me?" "Knowing you haungambobvume kuuya kuhotel so I think pamba pari safe," he said ndikati, "safe for what?" "Cultivating our relationship," akadaro and I ignorantly asked, "which relationship?" "Zaza hausi mwana mudiki," he said ndikati, "but unogara uchinditi ndoita semuteenage. Tiri kumba ukati ndoita kunge twin sister yaBaby." "Fine rega nditaure zvaunonzwa," akadaro ndikati, "I'm listening." "Zara Gore I want to spend the remaining years of my life with you as my wife. I'm desperately in need for you to be the mother of my children. Ndoda kutanga kuona iwe pandomuka everyday. I would like to be your one and only man," he emotionally said that ndikati, "you're so poetic Mr Rwizi." "I adore you Zara," he confessed his feelings for me. End of chapter