I don’t even know - Yeah, i feel you to be honest, no one really understands whats happening in this life, we are all on the journey figuring it out, so your feelings are valid, but what ill say to you is that soon you’ll look back and smile because life will be better for you, you’ll understand and control, you’ll be sure and incharge. I can’t wait for your testimonies! Shout Hallelujah!!!! 😂…. On a serious note though, its okay to feel this way sometimes eveyone does, take care if your self and stay blessed. 🖤