The Rizq that Allah has written for you never has a wrong address. The blocked road, the missed opportunity the closed door, the heartbreak, the rejection, the pain and the turmoil was for a reason. Allah is protecting you, but you just dont seem to understand that. The good news is, Allah sees what you can't see. He doesn't look at things the way we look at it. you only have to trust the process. Allah's provision is abundant, and His wisdom is perfect. Trust that He is always taking care of you, even in ways you may not immediately see. Trust His plan. What hurts you now, won't hurt forever. "And perhaps you dislike something which is good for you and like something which is bad for you. Allah knows and you do not know." - Quran 2:216