Classroom setting: I will use the name 'Mary Levy' At the beginning of a new term, a new teacher walks in class. I get nervous, because I have never liked new teachers for reasons you will find out soon😅. He introduces himself, then points at the girl at the back of the class and asks her to introduce herself,then asks that everyone does. I'm like 8 rows from the back, and my heart was beating outside my chest, I started sweating, was running outta breath. I was so concentrated on my nervousness that I didn't realize I was next to introduce myself. 'yes you ' he said while pointing at me. I felt like an arrow had been shot into my stomach, sharp strong pain, my body froze, my eyes fixed into nothingness , my tongue felt like it was cut, my lips trembling, I could feel all eyes fixed on me. I struggled, rolling my eyes side to side, " she forgot her name" someone teased. My ,my my my my n-n-n--mmmm" I stuttered my way out. I still couldn't say my name. I started again, 'My ,my my my my n-n-n--mmmm-' paused a bit, "Mm-Uh- Mmm-m-mary! -L-ll-evy!" "She has a stutter" one girl finally told the teacher. I could hear the tease in her voice. Then the pity party from the teacher started bla-bla bla-bla Man😅I wished for the earth to swallow me raw and never return me. I wished to disappear. I felt the whole world laugh at me, I felt worthless.i prayed to be 'unborn' , to never exist. I knew I had a stutter,but Yoh, it got worse when doing introductions. And it was worse that day. I cried my eyes out in embarrassment. And that ladies and gentlemen,was my most embarrassing moment. Don't ask how I am coping with uni😅😅