https://chat.whatsapp.com/L0R1kTwbLv1B8GICdj1t89 Email [email protected] ❣️❣️MISSING LOVE 💞💞 Written by Author Godknows Ncube 🌹🌹 Book #07📓📓 Read,Share , Comment and Like 🌹🌹📓🎉 Unedited ✍🏻✍🏻 CHAPTER 04 NICOLE One day ndiri paoff ndakaenda to the park naNatalia she was playing with Takura Junior. Ndainge ndakazorora watching them play and l was smiling. "Hi." I raised my head ndokuwana mumwe mukomana akamira "Hi." I returned the favour "Is that your kid or young brother?" Ndakaseka "My child." He smiled ndokuti "Tigarisanewo." Ndokubva agara akati "He is cute . I have been watching u zvangu. Unouya kuno katwo pamwedzi sometimes along with your kid and your sister but l don't see your baby daddy." Akadaro ndokubva ndati "Trying to get information if he is there?" Ndakadaro "Yaah kind of." Ndikati "Ok he is dead." Ndokuti "Sorry for opening old wounds." I just nodded "That's also my daughter." Ndikati "Akanaka maybe looks like her mom." Zvikanzi "Ehe." We continued with asking each other questions kusvika akumbira number ndaida kumunyima but remembered my mom's words about moving on ndokumupa ndakadekara. Akazooneka later ndokusara naNatalia akauya naTakura ainge akuda kurara ndokuti "Ndivo bamukuru?" Ndikati "Not yet he was telling me kuti he has been observing me." She nodded ndokuti "Vakanaka vakakanda shoko don't refuse u never know plus vanewo mwana." Ndikati "Uhmm depends ko iwe?" Zvikanzi "Mazuva ano maon and off murelationship macho zvotobhowa." Ndikati "Kana zvakuremera siya hanty?" She nodded "Let's go home ndane nzara ini toenda mueat n lick kaa?" Ndakaseka "No wonder wada kundiperekedza nhasi." Akaseka as we moved tichienda kunotenga maburgers mueat n lick. Kamwana kangu kainge kararawo ndokuenda kumba. Madays aya my mom had resumed to work she worked as a headmistress pane inwewo primary. So patinenge tiri kubasa anenge ana amai Takura zvichitofamba. "Aneta nekutamba muzukuru wangu?" Ndikati "Ehe naiko kumhanya mhanya achitamba netumwe tuvana." Vakaseka ndokuti "Ndiwo mazera acho iwaya." My phone rang yaive new number ndakaziva kuti aive mukomana uye he didn't even tell me his name ende soo kaa. Hatina kunyanya kutaura but l could see my mom's smile kuti she already concluded kuti mukwasha. Takavatambidza chikafu chavo ndokuenda kunoradzika mwana. I freshened up ndokuzobika tea ndakanwa semunhu ainge akaguta there was no need for sadza. Makuseni did my morning routine kuenda for jogging ndokuchinja ndichimhanya kubasa. Hapana ainonoka kubasa becoz Mr Gideon vaisapa mawarnings he would fire with immediate effect zvaitobhowa. Nguva yekumhoresana with other colleagues painge pasina he only meant business. Manheru ndaitaura nemukomana wekupark he told me kuti ainzi Clive. I was getting to know him and he did make an impression zvake. He was funny to chat with. Zvekuti mazuva akatopera akutouya kuzonditora dropping me to work. Aive munhu ari lovely but in every conversation he would always talk about his daughter and l assumed kuti aida mwana wake zvakanyanya which was also a tick kuti he would be a great father to my son. After a week of talking akakanda shoko l didn't take time to respond since l was already interested our relationship yainakidza and we were moving. Taienda kuma parks nevana vedu. His daughter didn't really like my son zvinove zvimwe zvandainge ndanoticer in our relationship kuti he would give his daughter more attention wangu mwana aisamufarira. I remember one day l visited amai Takura vakati "Your mom told me you're in love again?" Ndikati "Ehe." Zvikanzi "It's a great move and l am happy you're moving on wainge wagarisa without a partner in your life ende uchiri mwana. But pakuwana munhu make sure he will prioritize u and your son. Zvoda masingle father's haafanire kuda kusiyanisa vana parudo apa. Don't settle for someone waunoona kuti haadi mwana wako coz muchiri mese kudai musati maroorana munotoonana and munotozivana soo." Ndikati "Sure mhamha." Zvikanzi "Uhmm don't settle for something chisingaite just becoz u think he will change pamberi apo." Ndikati "Maita basa mhamha." Vakati "Trust me l am truly happy that was one of my prayers kuti uwane munyaradzi." Ndakasekerera ndokuzotakura mwana wangu. I found Clive ari parked a few houses away from amai Takura's home. I knocked the window ainge akarara. "Kurara kuneta?" I asked ndichiisa Takura kubackseat. "Kana u were taking a lot of time that's why." Ndikati "Sorry tange tichambotaura namhamha." He nodded "You're working for a bigger company l wonder why u don't get a nanny pane kuita maups and downs kudai." Ndikati "I am saving ndoda kuvhura a small business l told u wani. Right now l can't afford to find a nanny plus togara kumaraini ekuseri from amai Takura's home saka l don't see a problem he will be spending a lot of time with his grandma." Zvikanzi "Hoo l am not comfortable uchionana naamai velate husband yako ini." Ndikati "I don't see a problem babe nekuti havana umwe mwana mukomana." Zvikanzi "It was a suggestion it's not like u listen." Ndakanyarara agruing with him was the last thing on my mind. He parked at our gate gave me a short hug ndokubva atoenda ipapo l knew kuti ainge atsamwa but l didn't care nekuti ndaisada kuita maunnecessary spendings ini ndichiziva kuti handina mari. I quickly made dinner ndakutopedza ndipo pakapinda mhamha naNatalia looking as tired as hell. "maswera sei?" Zvikanzi "Taswera today was a busy day wena woti traffic futi maone." Vakadaro mhamha "Pakaipa mhamha at least mune mota ko vari kukwira makombi vanotii." Zvikanzi "Sure mabikei nzara chaiyo today l was having a meeting nemateachers handina kuwana nguva yekudya." Ndikati "Ndiro basa racho here mhamha kana mave kuzviswedza nenzara kudai?" Vakati "Ndingadii mwanangu. Ari sei mukwasha?" Ndikati ",Ari bho tauya tese." Vakati "Hausi kushupa or comparing him with Takura kaa?" Ndakati "No mhamha kungoti ange achiti he is not comfortable nekusiya kwangu Takura Junior kwambuya vake he wants me to look for a nanny." Vakati "Kungoti mari dzacho but akasvika pa3 years will send him to creche izvezvi achiri mudiki ngaanzwisise." Ndakati "Ehe regai ndipakure ." I said going to the kitchen. CLIVE I was really tired ndaitonzwawo kuneta apawo futi Nicole ndipo paaisada kunzwisisa nenyaya yekusiya mwana kwaambuya vake. What if vasingadi kuti ndimuroore or even planning kuti paite anomugara nhaka. Nicole is a beautiful girl zvake jealous down. Ndakangoti hameno. Ndaitoti after work l would go and see my mom nekuona mwana wangu. I stayed alone kucottage yekuseri ndaisada kugara namhamha l wanted my own privacy saka ndaigara kuseri ivo vaina Leena my daughter. Her mother was alive and we were just divorced taiita co-parenting. "Maswera sei mhamha? Nzara veduwee." Ndakadaro ndichivhura mapoto ndokutora kapiece kenyama. " Hapana kuti ndaswera sei apa . Wabva kwawabva uko wakuuya uchibata muriwo usina kugeza maoko. Indava une hunhu hwakashata baba Lee! Ndizvo zvimwe zvawakasiirwa naamai Lee izvozvo." Vakadaro vakutopopota muchembere. "Mhamha hapana zvisvinu zvandabata ini aya akachena." Ndakadaro but Ii aive black l had forgotten kuti ndainge ndabata oil. "Handiti ukuona zvandange ndichitaura kaa! Tave kubika mumwe muriwo becoz of u handidye tsvina ini!" She said shouting ndakavasiya ndakuenda to Leena's room. "Enda unogeza maoko baba Lee you're not going to touch her nemaoko ane tsvina " said mhamha "Aah mhamha munonetsawo." Ndakadaro ndichirasa rasa maoko going outside ndokutanga kugeza maoko . I returned back zvikanzi "Tione?" I showed her "Une huchapa iwe hauna kuona sunlight here kungogeza nemvura chete apa!" Kungoti chete ndaida kuona mwana wangu otherwise ndaisamageza. After ndapedza l went to her room she was fast asleep l kissed her cheeks. Vakati "Wamuona achiitei?" Ndakati "Munobhowa imi. Izvezvi atorara muchindidzoseresa panze." Vakaseka "Zvakaoma! Ndipo paunoona vamwe vasikana vachirwarira tsvina dzakadai." She said vachirovanisa maoko. "Enda unogeza udzoke udye." I went to the cottage ndokugeza and returned. Takadya in peace ndave kuda kurara ndipo pakamuka Leena. "my princess." I said kissing her on the cheeks. "Daddy mandiigirei?" Ndakati "what u ordered makuseni zvirimo mumba. Princess daddy is sleepy ndokuona tomorrow." Kakati "Ok daddy." Ndokuenda to my cottage and watched football ndokuzobatwa nehope. Makuseni ndakamutswa nealarm got ready for work. Ndokukasika kubuda ndakaridza huta ndokubuda Nicole akachena as always with her son. "Morning hun." She greeted "Morning babe how was your night?" Zvikanzi "All ok and yours?" Ndikati "Great." Ndokutonyarara driving kumaraini ekuseri she left as always ndokunosiya mwana and came back. "This week hausi paoff here tomboenda out to watch a movie pasina vana?" Zvikanzi "I am not sure but ndichaona my schedule. But Clive wakambozviona kuti hauna basa nemwana wangu?" Ndakati "Handizvione ini ndomuda wani." Akati "You're lying pafon chaipo l always enquire about your daughter but wangu haubvunze most of the times u want me to leave my son at home but u carry your daughter. Unotengera mwana wako mapresents u don't include mine but when l do the shopping l always get something for your daughter." Ndakati "It's just 3 months already and you're nagging me about your son ndiri bambo wake here ini?" Akabva ati "Ok drop me off here." Ndikati "Hatisati tasvika ndokusiya pabasa pako." Akati "I said drop me off here!" She shouted ndokumisa mota and she left. I drove to my workplace ndokudhumana neshamwari yangu. "Mazuva muri kubatika nhai ana Clive?" Ndakati "Ehe ndiriko wani." Akaseka "These days uri mumapapiro babe rako riye nyowani." Ndakaridza tsamwa "Manje manje tichasiyane it's three months already but she is nagging me about her son handisi baba vemwana wake kani!" Ndakadaro ndokuti "This is one of your longest relationship after u divorced amai Leena. Why don't u date single girls kwete single mother's nekuti u expect them to do everything for your daughter but u haudi kureturner the favour. Ukaramba wakadai Clive soon unenge wasingle again change your ways you're just lucky kuti she haven't visited your home otherwise kurambwa straight." I rolled my eyes "Ndotsvaga mumwe she isn't the last born here." Akaseka and left me kwaive kutaurisa zvako but l couldn't imagine losing my dearest Nicole. She was one in a million and l was ready to make her my wife. She is just perfect aisato complainer but ukaona adaro unotoziva kuti zvanyanya. After work l went and picked her up. "Tomorrow don't bother kuuya kuzonditora ndongoita zvandaiita kudhara." I swallowed my pride ndokuti "Babe l am sorry kungoti mazuva ano things are not ok kucompany kwedu chete l was stressed that's it." Akaseka ndokuti "Keep taking me for a fool zvako ndiri kukuona Clive the next minute ukaramba uchiita zvauri kuita u will wake up to a break up message that one l swear." Akadaro ndokunyarara. "I am sorry mudiwa please forgive me." Haana kudaira. I pulled over paOK ndokunhonga nhonga tuma nice things for her and her baby. Ndakaisa mumota ndokuti "Sorry kani babe moyo wangu haufare driving with u wakanditsamwira kudai." Akangoti "Hameno." Nicole aitowedzera kunaka akatsamwa. Ndakamusiya achifamba kuenda kunotora mwana. Vakadzoka kamwana kacho kwave kubata bata gift back ndokudonhedza yoghurt uchinotsemuka ndakabhowekana ndaida kukatuka ndokuti "Soyi mhamha." Iye ndokuti "Next time don't do that again Takura wanzwa? Do not touch zvinhu zvausina kupihwa." Ndokubva ati "Sorry." Kwandiri "No need to apologize babe zvinhu ndezvako naTakura." Akaseka ndokuti "Buying gifts and realizing your mistakes are different things. At this stage tiri kutambira but ichasvika nguva yekuti handitambire." With that she got out. I hit the steering wheel "Damnit kamwana kakajaidzwa aka!" U shouted ndainzwa kubhowekana naiko kamwana kake kaisagona kudzikama. I drove off ndave kuenda kumba. Ndakaenda pamashops bought mazepi and sweets for my girl. Leena was just 4 years old. Kainge katokura sekutamba sekuseka. "Maswera here mhamha?" Ndakadaro seeing her alone musitting room. "Ndaswera." Ndikati "Asi akarara musikana." Vakaseka "Today it's a Friday obviously her mom came to pick her up." Ndakati "Ooh no kutozvikanganwa will call her later." End of chapter #04📓📓. I loves guys❣️❣️❣️. More comments, likes and s support 🎉🎉. Stay tuned for chapter #05📓📓.