https://chat.whatsapp.com/L0R1kTwbLv1B8GICdj1t89 ❣️❣️ MISSING LOVE🌹🌹 Written by Author Godknows Ncube ✍✍ Book #07📓📓 Read,Share,Comment and Like🌹✍🏻📓 CHAPTER 19 (FINALE) QUINTON I could see and feel what my brother was upto. Ndaimuona staring at my wife Nicole zvainge zvisingandifadze. Nicole l don't know kuti iye aisazviona here kuti a lot of things had changed pana Ishaan. Maybe she was trying to ignore. Especially paakakutsirana kuti Ishaan asapihwe mapills naLorraine. Ndaishaya kti vairambirei. When we went to our rooms. She freshened up achizora mafuta ndakaona it was much better kutaura nyaya yacho toona a way out. "I wonder why u , Ishaan and mhamha mange muchiramba kuti Ishaan apihwe his medication naLolo she is his wife?" Ndakadaro "Inini ndaramba becoz kuti bamukuru vave muchipatara it was becoz of her. Patakapihwa mainstructions nadoctor she wasn't there chete. Asi une imwe reason baba Hope kana mumwe muono?" She said akanditarisa "inini hangu l didn't like it zvangu. Ndine zvandambonzwa naIshaan that's why l am doubting this whole thing unoziva. I feel that he has feelings for u. The way yaanokutarisa and admires u is too much." I said raising my concerns. She shrugged ndokuti "Hmm l didn't notice. Saka as l was defending u thought neniwo l am returning those feelings?" Akadaro asimudza tsiye. "Haa no u should let Lolo do things for him." Akati "Hoo iri bho." Akadaro achitsveta mafuta pasi ndokupinda mumablankets. Ndaiziva kuti it didn't go well with her. Akaisa mwana kuside ndokuzopindawo ndakamumbundira nekumashure. Hope dzakazobatawo ndokumutswa makuseni atondigadzirira kuti zvifambe. "After work tinofanira kubooker for a therapist and marriage counselling then u have to arrange for a day yamunonoitwa opp mese nabamukuru." Akadaro ndokuti "Thanks babe book us ini kana nhasi totanga kana tomorrow." Akati "Iri bho." She said achibuda ndokuuya nebreakfast l was already fixing my tie. She helped me ndokupihwa tea ndichinwa. Ndakubuda l gave her a peck ndokuperekedzwa kumotikari with her holding my suitcase. "I love u." Ndakadaro she smiled "I love too." I kept staring at her kusvika akublusher. "Chiendai uko baba Hope muri kunonoka." Akadaro l laughed ndokuti "Munodiwa mai Hope." Akaseka zvake achipinda mumba. I drove to the office ndichimboona ona . Ndakazoenda to the Gideon company sezvo taive tine mashares akawanda apa ndakatoona kuti company yaisimuka mashares had raised zvaifadza ndakatozobvapo late. After work ndakaenda kunotengera mukadzi wangu tumagoodies twekusvika ndakabata. [2/19, 13:18] Mhamha dhadha: Ndakasvika kumba ndokuonana nemukadzi wangu nemwana. She told me kuti taitanga kuenda for therapy the next day. Ndakabhowekana akuti anoenda naIshaan zvaindibhowa but had to act like everything is fine. Madays passed and operation yakazoitwa. Ndainge ndavharwa chechikadzi as well as Ishaan. Tainge takambomira kurara tese until l was fully recovered. Days passed and turned into months. Ishaan haana kudzora tsvimbo yekuti she was divorcing Lorraine. Iye akatouya achichema as he was applying for divorce ndokuti "Bamunini ingawani everyone makes mistakes shuwa mukoma wenyu kuomesa moyo kudaro? Ari kuramba kuti tichengete mwana tose." Ndakanzwa tsitsi ndokuti "Makabhaiza gulez munhu wacho haasi kutodzoreka uyu. Kwave kutambira zviripo chete." Ndakadaro "I will fight for my marriage ndabva naye kure Ishaan." Ini ndakangoti "Pachenyu." ISHAAN Going for therapy helped me a lot. Ndainzwa kuti ndave munhu. The anger that l felt for Lorraine was starting to subside zvese nebitterness . It wasn't turning into love but ndainge ndongomuona saamai vemwana wangu only. The therapist was so beautiful and we got along zvekudaro ndokuzoti mumwe musi "Helen wakaroorwa here?" Iye akaseka ndokuti "Zvichiri zvekubatsirana here izvi?" Ndakati "Apart from being my therapist outside this you're my friend l best believe kuti tinotaura tese and ndaishaya ndokubvunza sei." Iye she smiled ndokuti "Ehe." Ndakaona achinyepa ndokuseka "Hoo ndokuda wakadaro manje." Iye akati "It's against our hospital policy kuti tidanane with our patients saka usambofunge nezvazvo." Ndakaseka akati "Ko vaya vawaiuya navo asi mukadzi wako?" Ndokuziva kuti amai Hope. "Yes." She nodded but ndakaona a disappointed face ndokuti "Mukadzi wetwin brother yangu uye wemawaves. Inini this ring iyi soon inenge yabva. I have been waiting for this time to divorce someone." Akaseka ndokuti "But muregerere." Ndakati "If l forgive her where will u stand? Uri wangu ndochokwadi." Akangoseka. Ndaitorevesa ndaimuda Helen. From the time l had been with her l don't understand kuti is it becoz of her job she was soft, outspoken and she had a lot of care as well as patience. When l started attending therapy with amai Nicole by my side l wasn't that open. Ndakatora three weeks ndichiuya ndogara and be quiet. She took her time with me kudzamara ndave open but akambonditukisa naamai Hope. With our therapy she wasn't judgemental which l knew it was a part of her job but inini l had taken it in a more personal level. Ndainge ndave kuona amai Hope as my brother's wife or more of my sister. Amai Hope was free kwandiri just like my mother zvekuti l could tell her anything out of this world. Ndaiziva hangu kuti mumwe nemumwe pakati pangu naQuinton we had houses under our names but ndainge ndakwanisa kutora mari in my bank account ndokutenga stand ndainge ndatokwanisa kusimudza imba in the short period of time. Imba iyi yaive muzita raamai Hope it was only a way to show her my gratitude. Yainge yatofamba in these three months. Ndainge ndave kuisisa roof, madoor frames nematiles. Zvaikasika becoz zvaiitwa necompany. Hapana aizviziva kumba kwedu. "Babe wangu Helen my session is over but ndokufonera l want to take u for lunch." Akati "Handisi babe wako ini. But free lunch l will never say no." Ndakaseka ndokuti "Kuti ndikutore hazviite some of your colleagues vanondiziva l will pick u pamberi mbichana from this hospital." She nodded ndokubuda smiling and drove home. Ndakaona mwana wangu akabatwa namhamha ndokukasimudza kaiita kusmiler netuma vende. Kaive kaduplicate kangu ndokuti "Apa ndakazvibara mhamha." Vakaseka "Zveshuwa kakanaka kunge iwe." Ndakati "Shuwa varimo here amai Hope?" Vakati "Mukitchen varimo naiye amai Miracle." I nodded ndichienda nemwana. "Ninez vangu!" Vakaseka vachicheuka "Bamukuru vangu!" She responded tese ndokuseka "Pane nyaya yandoda kuti yumwi yumwi nemi kaa paside." Vakati "Hmm kunyaya ndokwangu kaa regerai ndingopedzise kugadzira mukaka uyu." I nodded ndokubuda ndichienda kunoona TV nemwana wangu kari muruoko. "Ndauya." Ndakati "Ndiri kuda help yenyu amana ndimi last option yangu." Vakati "Hmm it depends amana inyaya yei?" Ndakati "Ndiri kuda kuenda out kulunch with that therapist." I said as a whisper. "Zvaani?" Ndikati "zvaMwari chaizvo ndakanakirwa paye ndipo paita zvemukadzi." Vakati "Saka ndopinda papi?" Ndakati "Ndibatsireiwo kuselector outfit." Vakati "Hazvinetse izvo zvidiki." Ndakasekerera ndokuti "Saka bho ndofanira kubuda zvekuma 1 chaiko nekuti lunch yavo iri kuma 2pm chaiko munhu wacho anotoda kuramba apa achinakirwawo neni kudaro." Vakati "Saka zvaLolo makatozorambisisa?" Ndakati "Ehe akandibuda gulez paye ndainge ndarohwa nepeer pressure we were not meant to be. Izvezvi akuona kunge ndine hutsinye but she started this! Kundishambadza pamagroups avo ema ladies bodo. I need a real woman kwete vanoti problem they ran away. Imimi handina kuona tete venyu kana amai venyu." Vakati "Chokwadi bamukuru ndakambovhunduka ndaida kusiya but ndakaona kuti ndiSatan ndakazvishingisa pekutanga ndaiitira mwana wangu right now l am genuinely happy munhu wangu ane rudo and l can never get main-laws akaita semi anywhere else mese munoda Takura Junior kunge kwenyu." Ndakati "Yaah l am just waiting for her kuti asigner madivorce papers. Mwari akandifemera she had signed the prenup agreement but ndinomupawo imba nekumuvhurira zvake zvecosmetics kana zvemafoni oenda hake amainini." She nodded "I feel bad for her hangu chitime time." [2/19, 13:33] Mhamha dhadha: Ndakati "Musiyei achadzidza on her second marriage that's when she will rectify her mistake." Hatina kuzoenderera mberi ndokusiya zvakadaro. Vakandibatsira kusarudza a formal wear since mumwe wangu was going to be in formal. Yainge akapfeka skirt yake yeblue with a white t-shirt so l opted for the same. Zveshuwa half one ndakaisa message akati aiuya. Akazouya ndaneta nekumirira. We shared a brief hug ndokupinda mumota. "Wozoti hatina kufitana isu takapfeka mamatching wears?"akaseka ndokuti "Unopenga Shaan shamwari ndiwe wandicopera." Ndakati "I love it when u call me Shaan. Elen" akaseka ndokuti "Hmm razoitwa short nezvimwe." We both laughed ndokusvika kuholiday inn. We ordered and started eating on a light conversation ndakazoona munhu arohwa mumbama kucheuka kudai ndiLorraine. "Ko wamuroverei?" Zvikanzi "Haunyare baba Miracle. Kundisiya nemwana kumba uchiita zvemahure une shuwa iwe? You're trying to divorce me becoz of this whore? Tine mwana mudiki uyu 3 months chaidzo woda kundisiya for someone asina mwana?!" Akadaro zvekuda attention vanhu havatane kuda drama vange votora mavideos and ainge apeta maoko ake and continued eating hake Helen. "Wakuenderera unoda kuonererwa nemaziso evanhu iwe! We are divorced traditionally wanzwa kaa? Ndakakupa gupuro a week after our wedding hausiriwe wakati haugare nemurume ane zvombo zviviri? Wakanditi chikwambo hee it's not possible kuti tacharger 5k woisa 3k waida kuti ndirare nezvikwambo zvenyu? Wasn't those your words back then naamai vako? Vose ava vari kutora mavideos vakandiona ndichitrender on social media. Ndaikuda and begged u ukaudza vabereki vangu rough ndakagara 9 months ndirimo muICU ini wanzwa ndiri pacomma! Ndanakei nhasi wakuda chikwambo chine mashura here? Ndanakei Lorraine mwana uyu we had agreed kuti tinoita co-parenting. Ndakakubvisa mumoyo mangu reason why l am divorcing u is u asked me to set u free Lorraine and l am trying to move on nezvikwambo zvekumba kwedu!" Munhu wese akaseka but l didn't care.Ainge apusa kunge huku yanaiwa. Ndakagara pasi and continued eating akazvuva makumbo ake achibva mumwe murume ndokuti "Vakadzi vanoda kuonererwa zvisina basa ozokuda nekuti wakuita move on apa anenge akushora! Ibenzi mukadzi uyu ndakaona muchato wavo murambe zvako munin'ina!" Ndakaseka "Are u ok?" Zvikanzi "Yes atisimbisa ndange ndisiri kukuda but ndakukudira izvozvo." Ndakaseka ndokuti "Unopengawo iwe." After lunch l dropped her off pabasa ndokumuwana achichema ana mhamha vakamutuka she just signed the divorce papers akati toonana mucourt.