https://whatsapp.com/channel/0029Vati9xnAzNbmuW5WEF1k Mfana kaMah 1 Igama ngiwuNathi Makhoba, iminyaka yami iwu18. Yimi ngedwa umfana ekhaya ngelama amantombazane amabili uNolwazi (25) no Snethemba (osashona). Laphekhaya sihlala sibane, yimi, umah, uNolwazi kanye no Sizakele (18) ozalwa umamdala, yena ke walethwa ubaba laykhaya ngoba uyahlupha udlala istage. Impela lengane yonakele futhi ayi kancane... Angithi izikole zivaliwe umama uvuka njalo ekseni eyogibela ibhasi lika 4 ngoba udayisa erenki esedolobheni, kanti usis Nolwazi yena usebenza estolo esikwi local bayaye bavuke bobabilo bahambisane ngoba istolo siqhelile. Siyaye sisale sodwa no Siza nokuyilapho athola khona iskhathi sokungenzisa imkhuba. Njalo ngabo 6 ekseni ngvuswa wuye umane anokhe avule aqonde mbhedeni wami alale abheke phezulu ngozwa esehleba "Nathi mfethu woza senzeni kungaze kufike ubaba" (ubaba uhlala emzini kamamncane iskhathi esiningi efike kithi sometimes ezochecka nje imvamisa ekseni ngabo 7). Nami ke angbuzi ngimane ngigibele kuye ngesede lapho isiphethe ingane yakithi isbumbu ugqinsi olushisa bhe, kusho kuyislender lokhu. Ngyofenda kabili kathathu ngichame evelethi ngingakhiphi angfende engaphansi lize liphinde livuke uyohlanyake angbize ngawowonke amagama ezithandani aze anglume, apaquze kube ngathi uyasha aze aqale aphole alale aqonde thwi kodwa angawavali amathanga mina ngqhubeke ngimgoqoze ngepipi. Ngothi ngiyezwa "Nathi mfethu sengiright mina." Ngyomhleka ke ngiwukhiphe phela wuye lomuntu owangfundisa ukubhebha mina bengiziphilela ngendlwabu. Yena kodwa ngisazoqhubeka naye kolamula ukubuya komah nosisi ntambama. Noma sebebuyile futhi masithola ithuba nje siyapiqana, angphathi uma kwakhona othunywayo siyaphelezelana endleleni singene ezikhotheni sbhebhane kube ncane indawo. Senginane skhwele uma abafana bemshela sixabana uthuli singakhulumisani uyoze angncenge ngengquza sivalelane ndlini yami usuku lonke kuze kube bhlungu ipipi. Nakhu ngokunye umah wasithuma kwamamdala ntambama sabuya sekuhwalele saze sayongena egcekeni singawutholanga ushansi sphazanyiswa uThobani wakhona lapha endaweni owelokhu ehambenathi waze wajika esangweni eshela uSiza ngingasanyanyile kanje... Phela naye Siza muhle umntakababa usho mnyama nezimbulunga zamehlo ahlale cwebile nesmile esdabul inhliziyo ebafaneni, lapho ishile ingane yakithi eqolo namagqunyana amahips ngathi imodel thizeni. Uyilahla ngokuphapha ke uphaphe kakhulu nokuthanda abafana yikho ebaphunga ngapha nangapha uyabaqoma masebefuna ukumudla uyabala ethi usaba ubaba uzomxosha mengamitha... Ayike singene sangweni kuthe nya egcekeni ngvele ngimdonsele eceleni kukarawondi ongasesangweni kunebhentshi elncane ngilithathe sisithele ngesthunzi sika rawondi senghline kabi ulokhu ezama ukungpholisa "Mfethu angithi uzwile nawe angimqomanga manje yini ", "awungyeke wena pho ubuhlekani mayekhuluma uyabo sesize safika ekhaya singenzanga" , "aw Nathi ngani kuright khona la asenzeni veke basendlini omah", asho ahlale ebhentshini agovoze ngiguq e phakathi kwamathanga ngagudlisa umthondo ephentini ngawbhuxeka wahlanya. Ey khona kubi okwamanga kwakumnandi ngenye indlela kwavele kwaba mnyama amehlo kithi sobabili laze lawa nalelo bhentshi uyakhala noSiza nami ngiwubhuxeka kuphela kungasemnandi kanje, akekho osecabanga ukuthi kusegcekeni la esidlana khona. Sesibhebhana phansi manje ngangiqala ukuzwa uSiza echama kanjeya. Nami ngasithela isdoda saqeda saphakama sathuntutha sayendlini. Khathi syendlini ngibone isango elkhulu selivaliwe, haibo kanjani smangale sobabili ngoba kusho ukuthi lovalile usibonile noma uzwile uSiza ubesebanga umsindo. Sithe siyongena endlini thushu usis Nolwazi ekhoneni lendlu angyabule ngengalo ngingakangeni angdonse siye ngasendlini yakhe uhambe unikina ikhanda uyababaza kodwukhulumela phansi. Eme duze komnyango lakunesthunzi sesihlahla angbheke mehlweni "weNathi yin len'yenza noSiza laykhaya nifuna ukumithisana laygcekeni" ngethuke ngome ngithi ngyakhuluma izwi lingaphumi kahle, angnqage, "kothiwani nje nkos yami ihlazo elingaka, futhi aniyqali lento yenu" "Ngyaxolisa sisi ngeke ngsaphinde please please sisi ungasho kumama, ubaba angasibul..." "Yey wena ungazongdina ubungakucabangi ngan lokho before ugile lemkhuba naleskhohlakali sakini" Asho angigxavune ngebhlukwe "nginibone kahle ubhokodela ingane ngomthondo omngaka wena Nathi yini uyahlanya ngampela? Ngiwubonile skhohlakali ingane ingaze kubize ngamagama anjeyana ningelesende elinye, hawu yey akaze ngibone izingane encane zibhebhana kanjeya" "yey wena khipha lento yakho ngiyibone, hawu weNathi wena ngane omngaka phela awusile khanda wena" ngishawe anahloni mesho njalo usisi usengbambile ngomthondo ulokhu ewuzwa kahle uwubhanqe nalelibhlukwe engilfakile. "Please sisi ngyakucela dade omuhle ungatsheli umah..." Avele asifake phakathi isandla awundlwabuzise ulokhu uyaqalaza ngapha nangapha "uyagula wena ngane ayikho ingane enento engaka koba kancane angamithi usis wakho kuleli, yeka umusa wami ngcabanga ukuthi kfanele ngikutholele intombi ngoba ngkhathele wuwe ungpopola uma ngigeza ngize ngogovoze ngamabomu ngithi ngenzela ubhuti wami omncane ezijabulise kanti ubusy ubhebhana no Siza, shono ungasangpopoli usuyaythola ingquza" usho njalo akamile ungshayisa indlwabu ngaphakathi ebhlukweni useze phefumulela phezulu abuye aginye amathe ukhulumela phansi useyahoshozela mina angsaqhanyelwe ukuthi akube kuhle ibuhlungu nalento ayenzayo unesandla esi rough nangu muntu. Makungaqhamuka umuntu nje la sekusiza khona ukuthi sekunokuhwalala futhi nama steps ezinyawo singasheshe siwezwe. "Yey wena ngane ngeke phela asingeneni layndlini kade nginibuka ningimantise kabi ninayngane woza woza shesha bo" https://whatsapp.com/channel/0029Vati9xnAzNbmuW5WEF1k