There were people, things, and activities we were engaged with/in for hours and even days Or years, thinking we are enjoying the life, living our own way, living to the fullest of the magics in world where we won't be getting life again, But now, when we look backwards in the past, it was all a waste, we wasted the precious childhood in bullshit activities (in the name of making memories), there were moments of good fun, but majority of our pursuits were waste. We were just being the product of the environment, carried on my influences, and doing the stuff just for the sake of fashion. There was nothing of our own, in our very own life. Only by reflecting and then connecting the same logic to the activities/people you are engaged in present, you can find what the same mistakes you are doing now, just with a different mask and skillset. It will worth it.