I slept with my ex boyfriend for money to save my husband from dying but he throw me out when he found out of my sexual intercourse with my ex boyfriend. l dated with my ex boyfriend for two years but he dumb me and i got married to my husband a year later. My husband and I love each other very much. We made a promise never to cheat ourself with another man or woman until death do us apart. After two years later, my husband was struck by a strange illness that morning while he is taking his breakfast. I rushed him to hospital, after doctor running a test on him, he confirmed that his kidney needed to be replaced within a week or another story that will bring tears will come. The doctor said that the amount to be deposited for the treatment is a whopping some of 20 million naira if not he will not do anything about it. I started looking for the money because I love my husband and I will not stand and look at him to die. I went to various places, friends of mine and friends of my husband for help and they helped as much as they can and I was able to raise 12.5 million naira after selling out our properties. I went back to the hospital for them to commence the surgery but doctor said no that he will not collect the money unless it is complete. I pleaded with him but he refused and said that he will discharge my husband back home if we can't afford the bill. I ran Helter skelter to raise more money but it is not forthcoming because I have lost hope already. While on my way to look for where I could gather some money, my ex boyfriend saw me and called me because from My appearance he knew that something is eating me up. I discussed my present condition with him and he gave me his contact and said i should call him anytime I have chance. After few days I called him and he asked me to meet him in one particular hotel, because of my husband condition i went to see him to know if he could help me. When I got inside his hotel room, I reprimanded him why he asked me to come over there in a hotel where it is not good for a married woman like me to be going. He smiled and asked me to sit down first. He started reminding me of my husband condition that he will help me to save my husband in one condition that I sleep with him after showing cheque of exact amount remaining to sort out the bills. I pleaded with him that I am married that is not good for us to be having sexual affair. He smiled and make fun of me that I have a dying husband, I claimed to love but I can't sacrifice to save him. I tried to make him understand that it is not good doing that with him because me and my husband vow never to cheat after our marriage but he paid deaf ears to my views. I turned down the offer and went home crying and asking God to save my husband life. My friend came after few days, she asked me if my ex boyfriend finally agree to help me and I narrate everything that transpired when I met him. She pleaded with me to do it for the sake of my husband's life that is in danger. After, thinking about about it, I did it and saved my husband. Few days later, he sent me video record of my affair with him. He threatened me that he will circulate it if I didn't agree to be sleeping with him anytime he wants. I begged him not to mess with my reputation because I did it against my will to save my husband's life that he should not use that to destroy our marriage. He didn't stop till my husband found out and throw me out of his house, calling me all sort of dirty names. I pleaded with him that I never imagined to do that if not because of the dirty condition we found themselves but he couldn't listen to me. I went to my friends house with my ocean of tears. She consoled me with insurance that my husband will understand and forgive me one day. I cried out of hope. My friend went to him to talk about it but he didn't listen including his friend I went to his office and explain everything to him and he promised to help me beg my husband but my husband harden his heart to forgive me. I know that what I did is wrong but I did it out of no choice to save him but he turned his back on me. While on that, I discovered that I am pregnant for my husband. my friend and I went to my husband's house to beg him more that I am carrying his child but he didn't listen and chased us out of his house. That is when I decided to end it all because my friend's husband informed her that he is coming back home, I have no choice than to park from there to another place. I took my life after my ex boyfriend threatened me more to circulate our sextape to the world. I ran out of option than to take my life since my husband whom I thought is my last hope decided to abandon me after the shame I put myself into for his sake. I sent him address where he will come and take my corps with the letter I wrote for him.