> Chapter 41 _Now Do-jung's house feels very crowded and quiet. Dong-ha sat staring at the floor with a blank stare, tears streaming down his cheeks, and his breath gasped_ _Dunno how long he's been sitting there. Dong-ha felt he had no energy to stand or move_ _Why?.._ _Why should i?.._ _What mistake have i made?_ _Why.. My parents..?_ _Do-jung... You bastard... You really ruined my life.._ _I hate you..! Hate you..! Hate you..! You motherfuckin' bastard.._ _Dong-ha hugged him own body, tears streaming down him cheeks. He was eager to hit Do-jung to vent her sadness, anger, and disappointment_ _Dong-ha feels so hollow, he doesn't have anyone else now_ "Hic.. Hic.. I don't want to be like this.." “I want to live quietly..” "Dong-ha?.." _An unfamiliar voice was heard by Dong-ha. Dong-ha immediately looked up to see who the person was calling him_ _Tall man standing in doorway staring at Dong-ha with a panicked, pale, worried face_ _Do-jung. The man whom Dong-ha is waiting for, is simultaneously the man he doesn't want to see right now_ “W-what happened?..” _Do-jung rushes up to Dong-ha and kneels in front of Dong-ha while holding Dong-ha's face_ _Dong-ha did not respond to anything, he instead returned to bow his head_ “Dong-ha, answer me.. What's the matter exactly? Why are there so many blood spots? Are you hurt?..” _Some questions were thrown by Do-jung, but none were answered by Dong-ha_ "Dong-ha.." “You bastard! You are the devil!” _Dong-ha dares to stare at Do-jung and pulls on the collar of Do-jung's shirt_ “Explain to me what happened..” _Do-jung feels increasingly worried as well as confused as to what has just happened_ “I should have said that..” “Why did you do it?” "W-what?" “WHY DID YOU KILL MY PARENTS?!” _Dong-ha shouted and again lowered his head. Tears are pouring down him cheeks, he really can't help feeling sad about him pain right now_ _Do-jung fell silent with a surprised expression. Him hands felt limp, he wanted to wipe away Dong-ha's tears, but him body felt very stiff_ “You.. H-How can you-” “How can i know?” “So you do intend to hide it, right?!” “Dong-ha listen to me first.. I didn't do that on purpose..” “HOW CAN YOU ACCIDENTALLY KILL PEOPLE?!” _Dong-ha didn't understand why Do-jung reasoned like that. Do-jung's remarks made Dong-ha even more upset and sad_ “N-no! It's not like that..” "Your parents said that my family could take you so that they could be free of debt..” “Even they are willing if you die.. And this is all so that they can be free from debt..” _Dong-ha fell silent to hear Do-jung's explanation in Do-jung's husky, trembling voice_ “Dong-ha.. Please trust me.. I lost control.. I didn't mean to do that..” _Do-jung grabs Dong-ha's hand, and clasps Dong-ha's cold hand_ “Why don't you just accept it? Why don't you just accept their offer?..” “I'd be happy if i had to do it for my parents. Even if i get killed though..” “What is the point of my life? My parents made the right decision..” _Dong-ha mumbles, but can still be heard by Do-jung_ “What do you mean?.. You can't sacrifice yourself for something that has nothing to do with you” “I TOLD YOU I'D BE HAPPY IF IT WAS FOR MY PARENTS!” “I don't have anyone else.. I only have them..” “But.. Hic.. You ruined everything..” _Dong-ha suddenly remembered his words. That he would kill Do-jung if his parents died_ _Dong-ha now feels that he has lost his mind. Unknowingly he picked up the knife next to him and without hesitation he directly jabbed the knife into Do-jung's stomach_ _Do-jung's face turned pale, with a surprised expression. Blood started pouring from his stomach and that wasn't all, Do-jung also started coughing that secreted blood_ _Dong-ha suddenly came to his senses with what he was doing. He immediately removed the knife and looked at Do-jung with a look of great worry and fear_ “Y-you.. Why don't you dodge?!..” _Dong-ha panickly tried to find something to cover Do-jung's wound._ _Suddenly Do-jung pulls Dong-ha and snaps Dong-ha on his chest_ "Shh.. Never mind.. You've done what you said” _Do-jung's voice now sounded very quiet. Do-jung's head felt very dizzy, him body was also very weak_ “Dong-ha.. Please.. Don't hate me..” “What are you saying?! This is not the time to discuss that!” “Cover your wound! I'm going to call an ambulance!” “No, please stay here. I want to hug you..” _Dong-ha couldn't do anything, so he obeyed Do-jung's will and let him hug him. Although he still feels panicked and upset, he's trying to get rid of it right now_ “Dong-ha.. I'm sorry. I really love you.. Don't hate me.. I just want to make you happy with me..” _To be honest Dong-ha was upset by what Do-jung said. It was obvious that he was selfish, but looking at Do-jung's state now, he just kept quiet_ _Do-jung took off Dong-ha's outcrop from him and looked at Dong-ha with a thin smile_ “I love you..” “I still hate you.” _Do-jung chuckles, shortly after, Do-jung closes his eyes and falls to the front, so Dong-ha immediately catches him_ "Do-jung!" “Do-jung wakes up!” "DO-JUNG!!"