Admin: is your dad alive, if so, what's the relationship between him and your mother?? Confessor:He's alive and the relationship is okay the bond is also good Admin: how did all this start?? Confessor: My mum is diabetic..so she was feeling heat in her feet..her herbal medicine that she takes wasn't fresh...so she asks me to check if the paraffin is enough so I can light the stove....I tell her is kinda enough she checks and hands me the paraffin bottle but I grab it with disrespect...because it had been a long day and I was tired...she stops me and curses..."may you also sufferfrom this disease...your life and feel how painfulit is for me...she said a lot..." She cursed and was like...I'm the child who can even murder her...that I also wish she were dead... But that's not all we are always avoiding each other when other siblings are there she avoids me...that I give her heartaches...but now we are going to remain two since I'm in my s.6 vacation...it's gonna be a long one and I can’t even help thinking of how ill manage... I really feel sad, hated when I'm around her...I want us to be in good terms But she has this thing she takes me to be a bad person..so when I try not tou give her a hard time this thing hits me and I'm like why even after all I'm ba d let me embrace itand instead I do bad