*Ndangosanganavo nerungano runogona kubatsira umwe pano👇. Handizivi akanyora, handizivi kuti ichokwadi here, asi zvinenge zvine musoro* Ndirikuda kubatsira vakadzi avo vanoita boyfriend ari mumba. My sisters dzikama isusu takazviita izvi nhasi uno ndikazvifunga musodzi inoyerera. Ndaive ndakaroorwa zvakanaka murume wangu aive asina Mari inomboshamisira asi hatairara nenzara pamba . Along the way ndakanyengwa naRowland anoita zvekutengesa mota muHre. Rowland would come to pick me up with different cars achiita mafon calls emari hombe in my presence. Ndakatanga kuona like murume wangu chikorobho. Rowland promised me the world everything Abt him was just perfect. Ndakasvika pakusema murume wangu. My friends encouraged me to dump my husband. Shamwari dzaunoona idzi mmm rega ndinyarare. My husband found out about my affair akanditi "hazvina mhosva rega ndikusunungure" . those were his exact words. I packed everything and left him in an empty house. He leta moved out akanolodger 1 room . It really made me feel good bcz ndakaona sanike ndini ndaitomupa dignity. Rowland ma1st days was amazing _aisangana neni_ zvekuti I would vibrate my whole body I would literally day dream about him every day. Tange takudyao maVienna for breakfast going to hotels for lunch ndakafara kani. I started noticing that Rowland was a womaniser. He wasn't going to settle down with me but I was in a comfort zone plus ndandave nepressure to prove to people kuti I can get a better guy than him and settle down. The day I sat down Rowland about being serious about us he dumped me akatoseka kuti ndororere mukadzi akatiza murume nechihure. 2 years down the line I was now begging him even to see me. We then broke up . I dated a few guys after , unoziva kana wave mvana the honest truth is kuroorwa futi kunonetsa. Varume vane vachitoda kusangana newe chete bcz you stay alone and ukaona ukaita relationship which last six months thank God. Vamwe vanouya vachida Mari yako. Wega unozviseka kuti yah apa ndazoitiswa apa. Madays aune wakaomerwa they give reasons not to see you. Reality came straight into my face when ex hubby got married and had a wedding. Veduwee ndakarwadziwa. He seemed happy zviya zvekutoratidza kuti andikanganwa. I just got jealousy ndikatanga baby mama drama assuming he will come back to me but he clearly told me kuti chapter yangu naye is ova. Ikezvino ndikatarisa mota inonzi ML 270 iya inondidzimbira because it's the 1st car I saw Rowland driving. I moved out in 2011 nanhasi am still single and age has caught up with me am now in my early 40s. I reflect back ndotoshaya kuti mweya wei wakandibata with my age now ndakutonyara kunzi ndikunotamba uroora. My ex-husband is now monied ndotoshaya kuti saka chandaiona sechikorobho paari chii ,he now has everything that Rowland can ever wish for. I tried taking my frustrations kuvana then ex hubby akazongovaisa kumaboarding schools he visits them ikoko and bond with them in my absence Mufamily ndakungoitwa sehure , mwana webrother yangu chaiyo chose cousin yangu ane murume mumba kuti amire savatete. maissues ake nahubby vanoenda nawo ikoko. Am full of shame inside me and am depressed. New wife yaex hubby is now everyone's favorite. I feel very lonely. Mari haimbokunakidze usina anokuti inguvai dzawapinda mumba idzi. Mafrenz angu aya pavakaona ndave single mom they kept their distance well vakadzi ndozvatiri vane vakutyirao kuti varume vavo vanohura newe semunhu ari familiar. My mother likes ex-hubby zvekuti because he never dumped his children vanotondiita benzi rakatadza kuvaka musha waro ndikavashaisao mukana wekudyao mombe yavo yehumai. I regret everything everyday. So my dear sister dzikama hako siya zvezvikomba izvi they will never take you anywhere, if anything they will destroy you. Ndakanyima vana vangu an opportunity to grow up in a family nekuda zvinhu. I sometimes wonder kuti vana vangu vakaroora vakadzi vavo vachandionao sei. Dzikama uri mumba mako Akuruma Nzeve ngowakho