My advice is that.... JUST GO BACK HOME ... Looking for a job to sustain you isn't enough... I believe that's your first child... You have no experience raising children so don't think you can do it alone... I know mom chased you and all that but she's the best option you have... Just go back... You are her child she will eventually forgive you... Might not be right there n then but she will.. eventually.... Especially when the pregnancy is almost due... She knows you can't handle it on your own she will take you back...