
Amanzi Amunyu Channel
June 8, 2025 at 05:52 PM
"Promise Me You'll Stay"
This version of me…
I know you've never really seen it.
Or maybe—just once or twice.
Usually, I'm calm.
I move with peace.
Serenity lives in my heart.
I’m the calm to your storm.
But today...
Today, I need you
to be the one who puts out this fire.
This raging, burning,
confusing fire within me.
Mother Nature?
She forgot to bring a manual—again.
Her visit?
It's one I’m left to figure out alone,
over and over.
I didn’t wake up planning
to be a storm myself.
I didn’t mean to raise my voice.
I’m just… confused.
Once more,
she’s doing as she pleases
with my body—
pushing, pulling,
evoking emotions
that make darkness feel… familiar.
I don’t choose sadness.
I just wake up
with it staring me in the face,
waiting to consume me whole.
Some days,
my emotions are a rollercoaster
so wild, even I—
the one riding it—don’t understand.
When I go quiet,
it’s not because I don’t care.
When I push you away,
it’s not on purpose.
Sometimes, it’s just too much.
I am a woman.
Your woman.
And there are days
Mother Nature shakes my soul.
So I ask you—
please, try to understand me.
When I fall silent,
listen to that silence.
Read it.
When I yell,
don’t take it as anger—
take it as confusion,
a cry for help I don’t know how to voice.
Hold my hand
even when I push you away.
Because those days?
Those are the ones I need you the most.
So…
Promise me you’ll stay.
Not just on the easy days.
But in the storm too.
@bluey
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