*Essence for dad* *Where may l start?* *When the earth called its piece to rest, or when Yu left with no notice* *Laugh, love, moments and joy overshadowed by sorrow,pain,tear and despair* *I became a men without tasting the sweetness of childhood,what a pity* *To leave me with nothing on the table , devasting, heartless* *The world light always rise but the way it sets on you yoooooh,l haven't prepared imagined it* *To call dad the word dead strikes harder than a disturbed mamba* *Your whereabouts, with who ,a daily question to answer myself* *Yu now blind to watch over me,deaf too hear my cries or dumb to respond ,"cruel"* *In dams,river and oceans,still searching for the essence of dad* *Hope sprouts where despair once occurs, weapons down l lost the war* *Despair overcome ,defining my failure* *By Shatson Mahiya 😭😭*