*Sadhguru:* Your energies are moving only to the extent that is convenient for your ego; a little more energy and the ego will burst. *The, moment energy rises within you, everything is dissolved.* The ego knows it very well. That is why it has kept it suppressed. If you don't have any energy, then again the ego will become very weak. When all energy is cut off, the ego will feel very weak and it doesn't like that. So it just allows the amount of energy which supports and feeds it well. If the energy becomes too much, the ego will be shattered. *If Kundalini* [Cosmic Energy which is depicted as a snake coiled at the base of the spine] begins to rise, everything will be shattered and nothing will be left, you will be just a force merging with everything around you. You won't have a will of your own anymore. Since you're not willing to surrender your will, we're prodding you through this sadhana to provoke your energies. https://youtu.be/gdEbxxpCtWs