Remember! I remember, the heaviness and the gravity of the throe on my heart Being there it hit me with a single unexpected No distance stare into the probable occurrence The hastiness, the expression, the feeling I remember it Two seated alongside one, reminisce amused by what ‘mes yeux’ saw The affectionateness The dark skin, eyes innocent and troll my mind The thoughts linger like they are trying to dodge something Unyielding, adamant, guarded, closed, unchangeable! A few of the words that can describe it Unlovable, unbearable, unwanted, a killjoy, a prig, a ravage! Perfect words to tell my love life! All these lead to a conclusion that I have no heart. But was it so that I met you? Trials made me break Smiles on the wake, your belief never dwindled Credence agitating the barricade I remember Cherished is the time But could be blind because of the past master The impassioned emotion to savour that smile is extremely ecstatic Desires for an endearment run wild An encomium alone does not suffice I remember Distant or gone Or am I delirious? I long to feel you Your voice, your body To feel your breath and laugh and see you smile To suffer, to enjoy and stand beside I still wonder But wonders are still a myth Existence is only in my head So, I try, always on trial Perceive the difference Receive negligence Even so I remember! Feel my mind blossom Without much attention Feel the heart on the ropes Feel my mind decaying But I remember my love and promise to you I grasped to take and cherish I remember…………………….