When Fear Takes A Grip On Me Why am I like this? Is this who I am supposed to be? Why can I not tell her? In my mind all I think of is am I good enough? I do not know But all I am sure of is that I love her But relaying it to her is another problem Even if I somehow manage to tell her Will I ever be good enough? I do not know When I look in her eyes, I get mesmerized A smile on her face brings out a smile on my face Whenever she is happy I forget we are in a world full of people That glow that emanates from her blinds me from seeing anyone else She has my heart in her hands, should I tell her? The war goes on in my head because of indecision The fear that if I tell her she might ravage it Or even take it and find out I do not know a thing She looks at me, I feel my heart beating She talks to me, her mellifluous voice hypnotizes me But why am I fooling myself though? Because in my mind, she is one of a kind and I do not deserve her For I am but a coward ruled by fear of what might happen rather than what can be The END