Hello WTP, I'm a 26 year old lady, i have been m@stūrb@t!ng for more than 14years even though i'm a still a v@gin. Yes but don't judge me, i was initiated into it at age 12 by my friends and i got addicted to it and i never knew it was a s!n too because no p@stor or m@n of God ever spoke about it until i chanced on a video on youtube last year and did research on it and decided to stop but it wasn't easy for me because i kept having the urge everytime, especially when i'm alone. But i managed to overcome it. I have a boyfriend i have been with for almost 4years now and we decided not to have segs until after marriage so in last year November when he came home, we had our traditional marriage and decided to have segs but the thing in anytime we have for£play and he begins to touch my g£n!t@ls i get w£t and s@tisfi£d and loose interest in the g@m£, so i just give my boyfriend h£@d till he re £le@s£s just so i don't give him blu£ b@lls and it has happened more than 6times, but we've never had segs and my husband to be too is worried but i tell him i want us to finish with the church wedding before he p£n£tr@t£s but i never told him i loose interest during for£pl@y. My husband too doesn't know my past too. Please don't judge me,i just need your help because i'm getting married in August this year.