Heey sorry to hear that. Sorry that you are going through all that. Even when you know you don't deserve this life has presented this unfortunate circumstance. I know the feeling of betrayal too well those supposed to shield you are the ones shooting you. It's painful it's stressful but at the end of the day family ain't people you're born with but whoever understands you,does not judge you and means well . Don't lose it, find someone you can talk to. Can talk to me even