Berlin's Writings
February 7, 2025 at 09:11 AM
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*WRITTEN IN THE STARS*
Chapter 19
Michael
After some crazy rounds I decided to drive back home. I came to an understanding of what the boys meant when they said...
' ndangorova chipoko round, or" ndarova chi go come..kkkk
It now made sense to me, kungofamba usina destination, my mom always called it 'kungonzerereka' .
Ndizvo zvandainge ndaita this day, kuri kutiza Prim chete. Ndaiziva kuti ndikaramba ndinaye ndaizo pedzisira ndamu kuvadza. Prim aive nekamwe kakundijairira knowing that handitambe ndichirova vakadzi . I had surprised her, ainge asina kuzvitarisira kuti ndingadaro. I had never been such a guy kwaari, even akatadza zvinengei handina kumbobvira ndaisa ruoko rwangu paari. But now I had grown tired of playing Mr cool guy. I was so stressed I needed someone to talk to , someone wekuudza nhunha dzangu dzese.
No one was understanding me , even my friend baba Ashy was failing to understand me. My mom was no-gogo area when it came to nyaya dzana Prim idzodzo, nemadiro avainge vave kuita muzukuru havaimbo ndinzwisisa bodo.
My dad could understand zvavo nenyaya yekuti he hated Prim but kwandiri hapana zvazvaishanda kutaura navo.
Munhu akatanga kuuya mumusoro mangu ndiNoku. I wasn't expecting any advice from he , but kungomuudza kwaizoita ndiite better. I tried her number ichibva yati busy. I kept on trying it ichingodaro kupedzisira ndaona kuti she had blocked me again . It felt so crazy kufarira kwandainge ndoita Noku.
Noku was just too funny for my liking and handaifunga kuti tinga pindirane nekahunhu kake, ndaizogara ndichimurova chete kuri kunzi tagarisana. Noku aivene kamwe kakupusa so zvekuti aitoda munhu anoita achimugadzirisa .
Pandaifunga izvi
ndichimhanyisa mota kumba , ndakaerekana ndaseka nekutoona picture yaNoku mumusoro mangu. I guess I just needed her as a friend, a neighbor, period!
But damn I was missing her like crazy. I can't believe ndainge ndatorova Prim cause ainge apwanya drawing yaNoku. Seeing her pics always made me smile. Ndaitonzwa kupera simba mumajoints chaimo, but I told myself no, ndichibva ndazvi simbisa zvakadaro.
Whatever reason yake yaainge andiblokera, ndaisatoziva. Pamwe ainge atondiona sedununuka nekuti akarara kumba kwedu ndikatadza kana kumubata.
Pfungwa yekuti she was still following Liam's order ndoyaindi tyora. So she still loved Liam after zvese zvaaka muitira. Zvese zvaai taura kwaive kuri kuda kundinzwa chete. Hanzi kwadzinorohwa matumbu ndiko kwadzinomhanyira, ndaazviona panaNoku.
Ndakanzwa hasha and dialed her number again for the last time ichibva yatorambisisa. I just wanted to tell her kuti asandijairire. She can't just block me like that mhani!
Ndakatarisa phone yangu kwave kutoona missed calls from Prim. I had ignored her calls on purpose . Pawhatsap pacho she had also sent a dozen messages. Ndakaita mark as read ndichibva ndazvisiya zvakadaro
Gabriel had sent 13 messages futi ndikatoshamaa
kuti aimbove eyi mamessage ese iwayo. I decided to delete the whole application ndimbogara ndisina chinondinetsa. I just felt as if Whatsap yacho yaindishayisa mufaro.
Ndichisvika pamba, I was relieved kuona Prim aenda. Paive pakanyarara with dad's jeep parked outside . Ndakambofunga kuti zvimwe vanhongana imomo na Prim , asi I just prayed kuti hapana chaitika.
Ivo mudhara pavakanzwa mota yangu vakaita kubuda panze, he was just in a good mood manje ini ndaivewo opposite.
"Welcome son." He shouted from a far.. "hey dad."
"You look terrible."
He worryingly said.
"am okay dad just feeling a bit exhausted."
We got inside tichibva tagara zvedu.
He was stealing glances at me, ndichibva ndazviona ndikati
"Ko chii.? You don't look okay... were you drinking? "
"naah... ndiri sober. "
"I know you my son "
"ndiri bhoo dad"
"Your Art room is in a mess...I heard you were fighting with Prim."
I opened my eyes wider, Edna had spilled thee
beans. I looked down and said. ..
"I wasn't fighting with her "
"Are you cheating her ?" "dad?"
"Hello am just asking"
"am not cheating her...Besides dad this is none of your business, hanty hamumude."
"Never mind,I just thought you were fighting.. .I was just concerned. I thought you might need my help ."
I rolled my eyes and pretended to concentrate on TV.
He was now the one doing all the talking ini ndichi ngodairawo mhinduro dziye dzekuti "hoo...Ehee.. .mhinduro dziyedzi singade a lot of energy.
Vakaapedzisira nekutaura kuti Gabriel ainge achiuyawo kumba the next month ndichibva ndatoziva kuti ndozvaai sendera mamessages.
Noku haana kana kuzobatika, kutoita seasipo zvake.
Dzimwe nguva ndaizviudza kuti haana basa, but ndaizoona ndave kumufunga chete.
Ndaigona kukasika kutobuda kuenda kubasa ndichiti zvimwe I will bump into her but kwaive kuzvinyepera.
Ndaida kungoti andipindure chete zvaainge andiblokera.
Prim akabva aitawo munhu kwaye haana zvekare kubudikira, even paphone aisabatika.
Zvakadzoka zvondityisawo nekuti aive munhu asingakasike kuramwa..
Even kuudza baba Ashy haana.
December yakasvika vekuzvikoro vakavhara, Gabriel achibva auyawo.
We went to pick him by the airport. He was looking good, mari yainge yave kuratidza kushanda kwese. We were best buddies naGabriel but taizopesana pakuti ainyanya kurerekera kuside radad. Blame yakawanda aiwanzopa mhamha, and as a result, they didn't get along quite well
I was happy to see him, zvinovngofadza kuonawo mwana wamai vako. But Gabriel aisataurika naye nyaya,nyaya dzake nedzangu dzaisiyana pakuti iye aitoda madress zviri serious zviye. Aive munhu wemahit and run chete. Aisatya kuchemerwa nemusikana kana. His relationships didn't last.
"Maikoro.. ... Akadaro achidenha zvake tave kuenda kumba ndichibva ndati wo....
"hesi Gabhu...
Izvo zvakabva zvasekesa mudhara even though vaisada zvavo. I was the one drivi
ng, dad vari paside and Gabhu kumashure.
"Man, I was hoping I would find you married....
Gabriel playfully said
Dad:Exactly... .
Me:Aaaa dad nemiwo... Dad:Tell him, Gabhu.
Gabriel:Yes, brother ndakutoda woka maiguru..daddy varikudawo muzukuru... hauna kuneta nekurara uri dollar sign iwewe ?
Me:kkkkk soon, my guy ... Gabriel:uri kukwata here?. .. Me:naah,let me just say I haven't met the right girl .
Gabriel: Right girl?
Me:Yes!
Gabriel:Do you think you are ever going to meet the right girl ?
Me:Somehow .
Gabriel:Man, you are never going to meet the right girl who is right anyway ?..are you ? Me:well yes I am ... Gabriel:(l aughing) No one is perfect, my guy, haumbofe wakasangana namai Mariya...
Me:look whose talking.. Gabriel:(laughing) I am serious, man. Me:zvakwana,let's talk about you then
He laughed again.. "It's a secret, I will tell you tave two.. . Nyaya yakabva yaperawo, and we switched on to other stories.
kwakutangawo kutaura dzeku Morocco.
End of chapter 19
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