https://whatsapp.com/channel/0029Va8v6sl7IUYaVaa0Rc0F *WRITTEN IN THE STARS* Chapter 23 Prim Pakaperawo maholidays basa rakabva ranyanya kuwanda. I actually enjoyed it nekuti ndaitoda chinhu chinondibvisa pastress. kuswerawo muchisekedzana nevamwe kunoita kuti usanyanye kufunga zvakawanda. Pfungwa dzaizowanda pandaingoti odhi pamusiwo wemumba mangu. I never got anything from Micah or neither from baba Ashy. He was just silent no calls, no messages, I was even thinking kuti he blocked nepa WhatsAppp acho, nekuti ainge asisiri online. January ndainyanya kufungisisa asi ndipo pandaka wedzera weight. Ndaizvinzwa kuti ndasimba dzimwe hembe dzangu dzaive dzatove diki . My breast size increased zvichi batanawo nekakuvavira, zvekuti braa rakapedzisira rave kundipa imwe irritation. Pfungwa yandaisada kuzviudza ndeye kuti ndi nhumbu. Haaizvo bodo ndaito zviramba. Ndakati ndichi gadzirira kuenda zvangu kubasa ndakaona mai kupa vatori panze zvavo hameno zvaiitwa nemangwanani akadaro. "Mamukawo sei maiguru. Ndakadaro ndichivhura mota ivo vachi vatoswedera mudhuze zvikanzi. "Tamuka tete mamukasei. "Tamuka,regai timbonoritanga basa" Vakabva vatanga kugadzirisa weave yangu vachiita sevanoirarisa vachibva vazoti . "Tete muri kumboona simbiro yamuri kuita? Izvo vaive vasiriivo vatanga kuzviona asi kuti neni zvainge zvichindinetsawo. Kubva nditange kushanda handina kubvira ndasimba zvakadaro. Ndakavhara nyaya yacho ndichiti "aa zvamaiguru veduwee". Vakabva vanditarisa mumaziso chaimo ini ndichibva ndatarisawo pasi. She was shorter than me so vaiitoita kudedemera vachibva vandi vhuraziso kwave kuritarisa tarisa. Pavakapedza vakatura mafemo vakabva vati.. ... "manonoka ka?". "Chii maiguru? Ndakapindura ndatoona kuti chiripo chaonekwa, paive nenyaya. Hana yangu yakaita kubika manhanga, pandakaziva zvavaida kutaura or maybe I should say zvavainge vaona Nyaya yavo yaive isirii tsva kwandiri .I too was expecting it , I knew something crazy was going to happen . Tears filled my eyes as I figured out all the symptoms I had been experiencing. I was trying so hard to ignore the feeling that I was pregnant. I was just telling myself no hakuna zvakadaro. I had visited my Google several times ndichida kunyatso nzwisisa mabatiro anoita nhumbu. I read something chakandisimbisa chainge chakanzi fake pregnancy. Hanzi its based on the mind, that is what you are thinking. Meaning kana uchifungira kuti une nhumbu zvinobva zvaita seunayo shuwa. you there by experience all the pregnancy symptoms zvichienderana neimagination yako because you'll be convincing yourself kuti une nhumbu. Hanzi more than 60% of the woman experience this fake pregnancy . I had convinced myself that I am one of those women . So were all these symptoms fake? Was I somehow imagining things? Ko apa painge pataurwa wo na amai kupa nenyaya yekusimba kwangu futi.. was she together with me in my imagination. And kana ndiine nhumbu obvious ka ndeya madzibaba. My head cracked pandakafunga masiyaniro ainge akaita pendi yamadzibaba neyaMichael. Dai Michael aive mutema ndaigonakuzo munyepera asi apa paisada mubvunzo kana scan. I was brought back to reality when maiKupa sighed. Tears had already spoilt all my makeup.. "tete huyai tipinde mumba. Vakadaro mai Kupa vachindidhonza ruoko. I was late for work but kuti ndiende nemisodzi zvaisaita futi. We got in her dinning room, ndikapihwa pekugara. "Tete". .. I heard mai Kupa say, ndichibva ndavatarisa ndichikwiridza madzihwa. I remembered how Michael used to say my crying was just fake, wainzwa achitoti "those crocodile tears" but I swear these were not crocodile tears . ndaitochema nemoyo wese. "Maiguru.. . I finally replied after a while , ndatoona kuti ndanyanyisa kunyarara. "chii chiri kuitika? "Hapana am fine mai Kupa. "you are not fine tete, mune nhumbu? Ndakambo shama because ndaisaziva kuti waive mubvunzo here kana kuti statement . looking into her yes ndakaona kuti it was a statement. Vaitotaura zvavaiziva. Ndaka dzungudza musoro ndichiramba. Musoro maive mazarawo ne confusion i Ndakabvanda kasika kuti... "handisi kuziva. Zvikanzi ... "are you sure ? "yes... "Makapedzisira. kugeza rini? Ndakambo bwaira maziso ndichiedza kubatanidza pandainge ndapedzisira kugeza pacho. Ndisati ndapindura zvakabva zvanzi. Mukomana wenyu aripi?ndiye wamaitaura uya? I wasn't going to tell my dirty story saka ndakangobvumira zvaMichael izvozvo. Vaimuziva paphone nekunzwa ndichitaura nezvake. I skipped the part yekuti taive tisisina communication. "totsvagaka pregnant test?. Haa Izvo kwete, ndaisada kana kuzviziva kuti ndinayo here kana kuti kwete. I wanted to remain ndiri paUnaware ipapo. "Ayehwa maiguru ndiri right ini. .. "hamusi right tarisai kana nzeve dzenyu nemiromo izvo. Whatever she was seeing ndakatozvishaya, dai ndaive mugood mood I could have asked her kuti asi makamboita chiremba here? But situation yandaive yaisada zvese izvozvo. "tete". .. Ndakavhunduka pandakanzwa vave kundidaro ndichibva ndakasika kudaira kuti. . "Mhaa" "Mune nhumbu imi..pregnant test munenge mave kuda kuzadzisawo asichiripo ndechekuti nhumbu munayo" Ndaka kasika kusimuka asi simba ndaive ndisina, ndainzwa kudikitira mumaoko nemutsoka, nenguva pfupi ndainge ndakutonzwa dzungu. Ndaka zvishingisa ndokuti.. "regai ndiende kubasa maiguru.. Ivo zvavakapindura handi na kuzonzwa, ndainge ndonzwa sound iye inoitwa nenyuchi pamwe nekuona rima mumeso mangu. I missed a step ndatove kudoor chaikondi chibva ndadonha. My eyes felt heavy, my heart coulD not stop racing. Ndakatanga kunzwa voice ramaiKupa riri kure chaiko, ndakazonzwa kusimudzwa nekuiswa mumota.... The rest I can't recall. End of chapter 23