Hie Admin,hide ID pamwe ndingawanewo help.I'm 24, hubby 34.Ndakatizira ndirimwana mudiki 19,handina kuzopedza xul,ndakaita firstborn @ 21,ndaimboita ma miscarriage and still birth,2nd born aane 10month ,na hubby everything was well patakaita firstborn ndobva atanga zvema girlfriends,tikambonetsana ndikadzokera kumba kwedu akazouya achinyengerera ,vabereki vakaty haangadzokere pasina chambobviswa ,hubby raised a thousand ndobva auya akabvisa , haana a fixed job saka ipapo akatomiramira to raise the money ndikadzokera ,we stayed better ndobva ndaita preg yechi 2 ,hubby started zvema girlfriends again this tym zvanga zvava worse andbit turned me off zvekty kana kumupa sex ,i couldnt ndanga ndakutorara muding hangu nemwana wangu ,ndisingachamubikiri,mari yechikafu aisiya ,washen ndaiita hangu.Fast forward ,hubby fell in love with one of side chicks ,ndichingonzwa nevanhu ,hubby anga akusadzoka kumba,sometymz achidzoka ,the girl is rich ,anogara yake imba ,ane basa rake akatengera muface mota ,they do everthing together sometyms hubby anotouya ne fon yegirlfriend achigara nayo iye achisiya yake ,iniwo i never called hubby even arara asiri kumba zvekty even the girlfriend haatozivi kty i exist,he spends most time there than kwandiri .I kept quite but zvazosvika pakundirwadza the way they love each other, akadzoka kumba unonyatsoona kty he's well kept ,anouya akachena kuona kty munhu arikuwachirwa achidya zvakanaka ,ndinonzwa kurwadziwa ndikazvinzwa now ,trying to correct my mistakes but murume haachadi kudzoka ,ndakambozama kuda kutaura naye ndikaty ndakudzoka kumba kwedu ,zvikanzi enda ,apa kuvabereki vanoty haudzoki asina kuwedzera mari pane 1k yaakambobvisa, ndapererwa kty now ndodii iye anoty haana mari dzokera wakadaro kumba kwenyu ,kana vana vakuenda kuXul wondipa ndochengeta ,now haachatomboita kana nyadzi about the girlfriend anotouya akamuisa pa wallpaper ,kana number dzake dzakanzi my wife ini dzangu dzakanzi mai .....(baby).Girlfriend akatoendeswa kuvabereki vake kunzi ndiye munhu wandirikuda kuroora, ini namai vake takambonetsana its been 3 yrs ndisina kuendako ,tinogara same town ska ndongonzwawo nema nextdoor zvirikuitika. I need your advice ,i am broken..